Tuesday, December 11, 2007
lub dub, lub dub
a year in nursing school=20 pounds added to my not so flattering weight.
i have been trying desperately to shed it off, or at least go back to my usual frame, but i just cant.
every diet seem to fail, and every cup of rice in every meal seems futile.
i cant squeeze myself into my old uniform and my new one fits quite poorly too. i hate the feeling it gives.
awwww, poor poor me. and even if the workload and school load keep my hands full, the activities do not compensate my eating habits.
in a moment, i am doing just fine, but come another minute, it all vanishes.
so for a quick remedy, i bought this:
hoping that i can actually lose a little of the excess. but my oh my, 2 caps after, my heart was beating doubly fast, palpitations and paranoia seem to overpower my system, and that drove me to stop.
now, an aero/taebo thing is running on my mind and i should maybe just concentrate on losing weight and having that real patience and will to get on.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007